Christmas Lights.

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Can I'll be Grinch this year? It's just awful that I wasn't at home almost 4 months and I still have to feel guilty for something. It's like - wtf, guys, what you were doing all this time and why I HAVE TO FEEL LIKE I WAS DOING SOMETHING WRONG, if I even WASN'T at home?! I siriusly hate my b/day, since the last one in this April I really do this, I don't want to celebrate my nameday, just go away from me with all those congrats and everything. I guess, I will never have a normal celebration and if I will, then there always have to be something after it, that changes whole my life. And this Christmas .. is a nightmare. I really wish I could have a place in current town , where I'm studying, where to go in a moment. And I would love to not go home for this, next and all those Christmas after this. I just really can't understand, why everyone asked me, if I will be at home, if the only present I got, is those words: `You didn't do that, that, that ..` C'mon, I just yesterday came home. I just don't know, how I will take next two weeks. I really hate everything.
Of course, I'm sorry, you have to read this all, but I really don't understand, why this all happens exactly with me!
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